| I shared some of my best times with a journal online.
Why let something that you used to love die?
When there is so much left to be had!
I know before I said that I would be posting for the final time. Really though, I don't think I'll ever be done posting here or ever be finished leaving my footprint in cyberspace.
When we left off I was leaving high school and colliding into college life...but now...Where could I be? I can't leave off where I left off could I?
This is a debate I have with myself constantly. Could I just pick up with things where they left off? There are few things in this world that do not change. One of those things are memories and written thoughts. What I have written here will never change. It's real and concrete and its a constant I can use to get back to reality.
What I'm getting at is that there are things in my past that I never let go of. People. Places. Experiences. I have a hard time letting go I have a hard time forgetting I guess is the way I should put it. All I want to do is put my mind to rest and finish things that were never finished but do I have a right? I guess I could try...
A constant I have has been Molly. She's been wonderful and I wouldn't be anywhere without her we have been dating for 3 years and 3 months now. Also ultimate has been my driving force to self improvement without it I wouldn't have the incredible friends I do and all my friends from home that I rely so deeply on. My family has been my inspiration for everything. Constants.
So who's to say maybe I'll be back maybe I'll disappear for another 3 years. Either way I hope I can always come back to this...
Hanging on,
-Bill |
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| I really miss the Prep.
-Bill
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| This xanga is dead. So much has happened since this xanga began. I
began to love ultimate. I met this girl. I graduated. I went to Maine.
I turned 18. I fell for this girl. I went to Senior prom. I attended
Terry's party. I learned ultimate. I made so many awesome friends i
will never forget. I went to Tom Jones in the middle of the night. I
lost brothers of my class. I got into college. I picked serge as a
roomate. I got facebook. I went on Kairos. Learned about myself. Tested
my limits. Broke my arm in a creek. Ultimate State Championships.
Defeat. Victory. Friends. Ultimate. Love. All experienced
since...goodbye everyone im off to college and beyond. To all my awesome friends this is for you.
And for the last time this is Bill signing off. Its been a pleasure...peace out.
-Bill
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| Yeah well the tribute page has to be put on hold cause of my complete
and utter laziness...i work alot now...i started my second job tonight
and it pretty much sucks i make less money for more hours and more work
its the pits...but whatever as long as i make enough money this summer
i should be bueno...
So yeah this week is completely booked...i think im working every day...
Yesterday-Little Inn (4-10:30)
Today-Concorville (3-11:00)
Sunday-Little Inn (3-10:00)
Monday-off holiday YEY!
Tues- Concorville (4-11)
Wednesday-Concordville(4-11)
Thursday-Little Inn (4-10:30)
Friday-Concordville(4-11)
Saturday-Concordville(4-11)
Fuck i really didnt see it was that bad until i wrote it out...i need drugs...i need somethin...peace out for now
-Bill
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